Showing posts with label Complications. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Complications. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

It is Love

A smile curves my lips just coz I think of you,
A tear rolls down just coz I didn’t see you,
Life cannot be so insensible!
This has to be it; nothing else can feel like this.

You hold my hand and it feels like the world is with me,
You hug me tight and it feels like nothing exists but you and me,
Life cannot be so magical!
This has to be it; nothing else can feel like this.

Pain gets sweeter with each moment we are apart,
Only coz we are a moment closer to meeting again,
Life cannot be so strange!
This has to be it; nothing else can feel like this.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

The Little One


He was so small. Cannot be more than 6 – 10 months old. Wet, soaked in rain water! Scorpio car’s height is quite a bit for the little one to fall down from. Its light brown skin color now 3 shades darker and eyes shining black. In the middle of the subway, this little one fell down from the top of a black scorpio car standing ahead of me in the jam.

It almost looked like I was the only one who noticed his slip. I wondered what he was doing on top of the car? A lizard on a car … not something that we expect to see. And now in the middle of the subway that is jammed with vehicles; wheels and tyres of all sizes will soon start moving zig-zag to be the first to get out of the chaos. He was still motionless. He was just about a foot and half from my Activa’s front wheel. It was raining mildly. I could understand that he wasn’t able to move. One reason being the new surface that was so watery and the other being the shock and impact of the fall.

I peeped to notice that the signal will remain red for another 30 seconds. Will this little one recoup by then? Even if he does, will he survive the wheels? Left or right, he had at least 10 feet to run before he reached safety. Is he capable of making all this calculation or is he still in shock? Is he feeling lost, away from his cosy home?

He probably lived in a big house. The owner has a scorpio! May be some house with many rooms, big kitchen and huge lofts. Many flowing curtains and enough wall furniture and fixtures for him to find warmth. He probably just broke the rules and wandered into the car shed? May be the silvery-white car cover impressed him and he wanted to give it a try. He must have missed the conversation about the family eat-out plan! The driver must have removed the cover with a negligent sway and luckily the little one must have found his balance and clung on to the side of the car. A car is surely a new hide-out for this little one. He couldn’t have known that this is not a good place to live because of the hot engine and rolling tyres. When have the little ones listened to the seniors?

He must have again had two options. Direction 1 or direction 2. One would have taken him closer to the floor and he could have easily marched to safety. He clearly chose the other to land at the top of the car. The engine must have been switched on, the entire family would have rushed in shaking the whole car and needing the little one to keep his grip steady on the soft curves of the car. Zoooop. Now on the roads! Never would he have thought of such speeds. 60 km/hour with no protection and losing grip. It must have felt like a nightmare! But then, little one, you strayed to adventure and so you got your full share! May be!


Big cars hate big jams. Big car drivers hate small cars/bikes in big jams! We were all moving by inches and this driver got really irritated and hit the brake hard when he had to stop. Thlup! This little one fell down and became a part of my life. Feeling lost, away from his cosy home.

The signal is almost green, in 3 seconds it is get-set-go! I waited for the traffic to my right to clear so that I don’t decide the little one’s destiny. He was still immobile. I told myself that I will move to the right and keep going. I don’t have to look back to see what happens to him. As destined.

I moved right and ahead and turned back to see a motorist travel on the line where the little one was lying still. I blinked to keep the rain water away from my eyes and found him gone. The bike just rode past me.


He probably suffered a run-over and got smashed against the front/back wheel and now stuck to the tyre with his limbs extended and he dead! Life’s over even before he lived it full.


It could have also been that he managed to make a knick of the moment leap and got into the insides of the bike’s wheel. He would have found the surface less smooth and easier to grip. It would have been a roller coaster till the motorist reached his home and switched off the engine. After a while, he would have got off the wheel, slowly travelled through the wet park area floor and reached the safety of the walls. He would have entered the house through the small gap in the window. Pink paint, lot of unclosed shelves, kitchen to the right with lot of things in the loft, two school going kids and so lot of books. But no curtains L Wish you a happy life in your new home, little one!

Thursday, August 13, 2009

The long-road to office!

Anybody who has spoken to me for more than 60–61 minutes will already be aware that I need to travel an hour to reach my workplace and I ride my 3-year old Activa. I would have also told you the various problems I face, not missing the backache and my no-time–for-exercise schedule.

Now, anybody who knows so much about the most important journey of my everyday life deserves to know what happened today!

Experiments do not work with me. I prefer pre-set paths.

Assumptions do not work with me. Assurance does.

Hints do not guide me. This-way and that-way will take you there...this works perfect.

Today’s Tale

A normal day … okay I will be honest …. Not a very normal day …. The morning tuition kids came late and I was irritated … they don’t concentrate on what is being taught and I need to be patient and explain the importance of this chapter in the epic and in history too … cooking, packing for work, preparing breakfast, getting ready for work … wondering if I can leave early in the evening for KrishnaJayanthi … Husband suggesting that I take the day off! I saying nope, not today! Saying “No” puts the most stress on me!

I start off for work on time … Husband-I part ways after our 2-kms together-ride and then I start my long-journey to work. All was well … my brake was working fine … I had full control over the bike … I was concentrating on the road … I took all the right-left as all days … I stood at all signals … and then …

..and then … the 5th signal of my route showed 150 seconds waiting and I was almost in the 15th row of vehicles! I noticed the free-left that takes you to the perpendicular road without having to wait at a signal … it would be a curving road, I knew. I just had to take the correct left, the correct right and the correct left!

I should have taken the warning there .. CORRECT is such a big word! ….

I swayed my Activa into the free-left … All was well … then I don’t remember what happened … I took the next right and the next left … I knew it was the way .. but now I know I didn’t take the Correct Right-left … To my horror .. I got lost! Gosh!

I didn’t know where I was going … concerned that I was on the wrong road … I did what I dreaded most … my husband will be terribly ashamed of me … I am lost!
I smiled, I could sense that I was slightly hysteric … then I smiled again and I produced it better and then I smiled once again … and I was my normal self. A smile helps, proved again. All this while, I was still fast on the accelerator.

Then I turned to look around as I rode to see that the places around me were actually nice … the road was a residential street with trees all around and a kid-school too on the right … the road offered a right and left … I peeped and found the right more interesting … bigger road with medians and less traffic .. I decided to go that way .. I am anyway lost, how does it matter where I get lost .. let me as well enjoy this …

Then there were many decisions to take .. this way that way … at a signal I decided to take the free-left but by the time I reached the signal, it was green and I decided to as well go straight … how did it matter anyway!

After about 30 minutes, I really got tired. I mean, how longer could I be in the “lost-state”. I finally pulled my brakes and stopped, to find no-one around. No one ask-able, to be specific.
There was this young lady on the road, walking with an umbrella .. must be terribly complexion conscious, again not my type. But how did her cosmetic-interest matter to me while all I want to know is “Where am I?”

I excused myself with her and asked various questions, the answers of which I thought would help me! She understood that I was lost, but wondered why I was full of smiles! She said “there is a shorter route with various turns to reach your destination, but if you are here already, I am sure you will never make it there on the turning-route. Please travel on the main road and take the signals straight till you reach the Arch! Turn left”
I interrupted, “the Anna nagar Arch?”
“No” came the sharp reply “Ayanavaram Arch”
“There is an arch here too? Amazing. Do you live here? I live in Anna nagar”
“Nope, I am here to meet my friend .. I bunked work today”
“Wow! Lovely. Where do you work?”
“ICICI bank – Sales Manager”
“Oh poor you!. Meeting your bf today? You can tell me .. anyway you don’t know me and so you need not worry if I would tell anyone! Isn’t it?”
“That’s right. Yes. We want to have a day out, just us.”
“Awesome, wish you a nice day J Freak-out! Your name?”
“Divya. Yours?”
“Priya. Thanks Divya … I go straight and straight and left at the Arch!”
“Right. Office?”
“Yes. Late. Bye!”

Ayanavaram has an Arch too?? But then I have no right to question her words, I don’t even know which direction is Ayanavaram from Anna nagar!!
I went on as she suggested and to the left I started seeing places that I have seen before … not very familiar, but I knew I had seen them before .. may be yesterday evening? … I then decided to take the route that I thought right! It’s anyway a day of adventures; why not as well try this?

Aha! I reached K4 and from there I took the left and right and then …

and then… the 5th signal of my route showed 150 seconds waiting and I was almost in the 15th row of vehicles! I noticed the free-left … that takes you to the perpendicular road without having to wait at a signal … it would be a curving road, I knew. I just had to take the correct left, the correct right and the correct left!

I patiently waited for 151 seconds and rode off straight!

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

T-E-A-R-S

Tears flood-in in times of pain
In times of anger and disgust
Emotions break-out into tears
At sad and happy moments of life

A tear, a woman's weakness
A tear, a man's weakness too!
A tear, backed by fear
or sheer excitement

That single drop of H2O
More than hydrogen and oxygen (and salt!)
Carries the message "I am hurt"
Sometimes says with a smile "I am happy"

"Thanks :-)" "Sorry :-)"
"I Love you" "I miss you".

I dropped a tear now
A simple path down my cheeks
travelling to the corner of my lips
Tickling the already tickled emotions, it said -

"You make my life better - Stay on please"

I am neither happy nor sad
Worried no, not anxious too
The tear slipped .... just because
I am too shy to tell you how much you mean to me -
"You make my life better - Stay on please"

Monday, October 13, 2008

Just For Our Sake


I feel so empty, so lost ..
I have sold everything for a high cost.
I gave trust and fidelity,
And in the trade, lost my self entity.


Giving is such a pleasure -
So much that I haven’t pondered into taking!
Your special attention makes me now think ..
After all let me try it once, risk it, why not?

The strange feeling isn’t just my nerves’ game,
I am old enough now, they are all tame.
This is something more, a feeling more core,
A feeling that had gone over the years sore!


I thank you for tingling them again.
In this, my soul is trying to regain.
I want back my lost self entity,
I want to pamper the woman in me.


No one else can decide what I deserve best,
My life is just my own test. Yet,
I plead you to hold hand-in-hand,
And take me to the unseen land.


While all that I ask is all that I want,
I am wondering if I will know what i really want!
I plead - Don’t do anything for just my sake,
I want the real you, not a fake!


In the end if I disappoint you, a bit or more,
For reasons that may please you not.
Forgive me, but believe too ..
I had put everything I had, and,
that I did give it my best till date.
- Just For Our Sake.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Complications

How often we complicate life with simple things!

How often we complicate life because of negligence!

How often we complicate life on account of ignorance!

How often we complicate life failing to communicate!

Think, if you could have avoided some of these many complications in life.

Think, if being more aware and communicative would have reduced your stress.

If you think not, then think again.

If you think yes, then think more.

Think and make life easier, for you and for me and the entire human race!

Live and let live :-)